Don’t Count On It
One very important thing that I have learned from touring is self-assurance. I am alone so much .. and although I am lonely..I am happy. I know that sounds odd… But it is difficult to let people in your life when so many are so hurtful. I have never been as protective as I am now, and that is probably a good lesson that I have learned. Especially before I move.
So I am not going to count on anyone. If someone will be there for me, that is great, and I will appreciate it. But I will not have any expectations. I have met people that like to ruin any sort of expectation. And leaving myself open to that sort of person has been my mistake. Most people are running on fear. I am also guilty of this.If I can surround myself with people who do not do that, I will be very successful.


June 4th, 2007 at 4:39 pm
You don’t know how sorry I am.